Okay, Katie & I have determined that our non-dominant hands are retarded. I am hoping that it is just a learning disability & that my right hand is capable of learning. I am working on it. I struggle setting up things in space, remembering my nms & head movement while trying to interpret a piece that gives me panic attacks. Anyone else having these symptoms? I hang onto an experience that I had this summer where I ran into a Deaf couple while I was getting my tires changed. I sat down & had a conversation w them & it was so natural & so easy. But, there was no video camera involved, I could as questions & there was no instructor. Sometimes I feel almost like I have sign language block, like my mind just refused to cooperate. It is a battle w yourself. Also, I do not have the study time nor the energy & focus that I had last year. Life has changed a lot.
I know you keep moving forward & keep learning. I feel like I am making progress, maybe not grade wise, but I keep trying & learning different strategies to improve.
I know that it will be different out in the real world. I know that I have a lot to learn & that this is something that you will never master. But, that is the beauty of learning, you never, ever stop.
Peace
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