*Sigh* Another week down I know we are headed for the "game" and I have never felt more unprepared in my life. I am a good student, I care and most of all I respect communication. It is critical. Sometimes I think we all try too hard.
We had our first actual voice experience this morning, I feel like a bones with no meat when I leave class, I am picked clean.
This is the last semester and I am aware it is the most challenging. I have never started out a semester like this. I still am not up to par with my health. I am trying. I have taken time off work and will only be working 3 days a week this semester. We are going to try to get some time with Robyn to practice. My goal is to come out of this semester strong since I have started out so weak. Sometimes, you give all that you can.
Of all people I know better than to let myself get like this.
You fall down, you get up dust yourself off and continue. I refuse to let this beat me. I am a damn good massage therapist? Why? Because I worked my ass off, I took classes all over the world, I did the work. Even though I don't know my foot is my hand in this world I will get it, in time-- I will be as good as Danielle. There is only one way to gain experience, it takes time & you have to be patient with yourself. The worst battles in this program are with yourself, this is the toughest program for confidence and self esteem. If I fail, think I will try pre-med, it would be a piece of cake after this. LOL! Gotta laugh can't cry every day.

K