When you think things just can't get any worse, they do. This has been a helluva week. I missed classes for the first time since I have been in school. I have to miss at this critical time when things are starting to get real.
I have never been this sick in my life. I literally could not walk. I was scared, I thought maybe I had something really serious. There is nothing more miserable than being sick, scared & alone. Except maybe knowing that you are getting so far behind in this program that you have worked your ass off for, have sweated blood, sweat & tears & now you may not make it. How messed up is that?
I have the commitment I have the drive, but this pneumnia brought me down. I see everyone else going on w/o me & it kills me inside. This isn't fair.
I hope next weeks is better, that is all that I can do. Life isn't fair, welcome to the world. All I ask is have patience w me, I am doing the very best I can. I will try to get caught up next week & move on.
PS Snoop Dogg was incredible. It was the best concert I have ever been to in my life. He is a consumate artist & performer & he put on a helluva show. Wiz Khalifa was great as well. I think it made me feel a little better just to get out & have some fun, even if I do die. Thanks for understanding. It felt good to live a little. It was a charmed night.
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